February 2012
11 posts
Du bist solch einer Arsch.
oh, inoltre, smetti me deludente.
stop wastin yr time on ppl who dont waste there time on you.
ich machen nicht sehen was jemand sehe im jemand sonst noch aber dich.
je le savais.
The first thing(s) I notice about attractive people are their socks & teeth. There’s probably something significant about this.
January 2012
13 posts
je deteste l'opacité des humains.
dante ha avuto ragione. prima. la più peggior cosa è pensare di cose buone nel tempo di pena. anche lui a scritto sul l’opacità delle umane, e quest’é la ragione che nessuno é felice— perché uno non posso mai conoscere l’atro completamente.
Baby you just make me sad. Linger on your pale blue eyes.
“So, I am about to do something very bold in this job that I’ve never done...”
'if i ever see you again, i'll tell you that which...
Dans un place profond dans mon coeur, je sais que de moi tu penses affectueusement. il n’y a pas une référence à quelque personne spécifique, mais si je te vois encore, je voudrait disait ce que je ne peux pas quand nous sommes ensemble. Tu me fais nerveuse quand nouse sommes ensemble, comme cette chanson de Kimya Dawson. Même quand je parle des autres, je veux dire que je pense que je suis...
We needs must love the highest when we see it, Not...
The highest, Guinevere? No such thing. Not lancelot, nor another.
fuck everyone. always.
We sailed away on a winter’s day With fate as malleable as clay But ships are fallible, I say And the nautical, like all things, fades And I can recall our caravel A little wicker beetle shell With four fine maste and lateen sails Its bearings on Cair Paravel Oh my love Oh it was a funny little thing To be The ones To’ve seen The sight of bridges and balloons Makes calm canaries...
“And I’m about to become an only child. I could stop everything right now....”
It just means that you’d rather be with someone you hate than be with me
le gens sont trop déroutants. pourquoi, toujours, ils disent que l’untel est trop horrible(e), telle un(e) mauvais(e) ami(e), mais quand le temps vient, ils choisissent d’autre(e)?
alors, maintenant tu me vois, maintenant tu ne pas.
what a strange way to start this year
j’ai fait les baises avec trois hommes et un femme. mais un des hommes être—OH SHIT THIS ISNT ENCRYPTED. NOT BY THE LACANIAN REAL!!!!
ENGAGE THE REAL. GO LACAN GO!
ok, hi, i am engaging the real. OH NO THIS IS ANOTHER METAPHORE. and do you remember when you first learnt of the metaphor?
oh yes oh yes, i was happy then, but also very sad so i sent words forth and i followed...
December 2011
45 posts
Raw Germanic Lyrics
youre a flatfooted fake impression of impressionistic art
youre a fair-found dime-store man with or without a heart.
you walk round and round and round this town
rounding up disease,
rodeo star smiling down
now get down on your knees.
—————————-
youre a flake haired imitation of imitated granulated salt
youre a blue eyed bounty baking boy and...
i want to be a medievalist so badly
so goddamn it, that’s what i am going to be.
Berlin. 1938.
I would have liked to have been a cabaret girl.
Oh. There’s alway that.
There are things to see & I have a new worse terrible self loathing huge mistake idiot fallback plan.
Ha.
oh fuck. oh fuck. o fuck fuck fuck.
i can’t do this. i can’t do this. i can’t do this. i can’t do this. i can’t do this.
omg. omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.
what the fuck. i just want to sit around & read medieval literature, make movies, go on adventures and be the goddamned best.
I dont want to be mediocre, and I want to know what I want.
Roger was right! I should never have stayed...
oh my god II
I don’t actually have fallbacks.
I must figure out WHAT I WANT.
and SUCCEED.
that’s really the only thing for me.
oh my god
it just occurred to me. just for a second.
what if harvard isn’t the place for me?
what if all this— this wepyng and waylyng, care and oother sorwe [of which] I knowe ynogh— has been for naught?
and in the same wave of epiphany, it occurs to me that perhaps this also applies elsewhere to other things/people/events/etc.— perhaps.
Oh. Then it returns to me. How silly...
Dr. Ritsko Akagi, I truly…
And I saw such miraculous visions that made me...
Anymore, je ne rêve pas souvent de le Space Needle, mais je rêve de toi tante comme je de toi pense. Quelque fois, dans les rêves, tu est très charmant et tu m’aimes. Mais, quelque fois je rêve la vérité.
I don’t mean to suggest that I loved you the best. I can’t keep track of each fallen robin. I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel. But that’s all. I don’t even...
Watch“you gotta clean the blood”.
Moi dans mon coin.
All of a sudden i remember it (may ‘11, Michigan) & I thought I was so happy & so lucky.
How mistaken I was.
il y a deux. désolée maman. désolée dieu. je n’ai été jamais très bien à faire les choix bien.
Ein Tag, wann aller der Welt ist schön und ich weiß wo ich gehe…
alle stelle, si io sia beata come Beatrice. Ma, io sono Dante, sono solamente Dante, e posso solamente vedere alle stelle.
stelle. stelle. il mio finalmente film, per la trilogia, si chiame “Stelle”.
il y a choses pour voir. il y a choses pour voir. il y a choses pour voir. il y a choses pour voir. il y a choses pour voir. il y a choses pour voir. il y a choses pour voir. il y a choses pour voir. il y a choses pour voir. il y a choses pour voir. il y a choses pour voir.
there are things to see. there are things to see. there are things to see. there are things to see. there are things to see. there are things to see!!!!!!!
Me dites quelque chose belle, je serai la tienne toujours.
i loved him. i was in love with him.
as she watched them kiss, she thought to her self, “well, thus begins the strangest chapter in my life to date”.
How did we get here?
yes i said yes i will yes.
Well, loving is as loving does, and I’d say we should know, because we both have loved, have lost, and are alone. Your face’s falling tears, to me they’re lovely and they’re dear, though you don’t love me and it’s clear that I will never see you in my arms. There’s no room in your heart for even this finely-sharpened dart; although I had started to think...